Silence

I go crazy sitting here,
Wishing,
Hoping,
Waiting,
Sometimes hesitating,
Dreaming while I'm bleeding inside,

I sit here and I
Wish,
I hope,
I ponder,
Wondering how much longer
I must sit here,

I sit here and
I think,
I hope,
I wait,
Never to escape
This feeling that I hold,
But is it all inside
Or is it in my mind.
Did life not stop and I've been left behind,
The answers you do not know,
But I can not show
My frustration I hold inside,

So I sit,
I hope,
I wait,
Till the silence it does break,
And the freedom comes pouring inside,
I sit as time flys by,
I never wonder why
I am sitting here again,

Do you sit and ponder,
And wonder how much longer,
Or even how long it has been,

Do you close your eyes and see what I see,
A vision of exticy
If only you could let it in